Monday, May 19, 2014
The Bigger, The Better, The Hornier
It has been a week since I was put back on the schedule of one orgasm per three weeks and that I'd be masturbating to achieve that orgasm. My wife refined the news to me and said next weekend I will be allowed to stroke myself to orgasm and that I will probably be allowed to fuck her in four weeks. All in all, not a bad deal for her since her attentive boy has returned in full force. My work has exceeded her expectations and we both have a very nice bond going that hasn't been present in awhile.
When I was put back on these restrictions, I told myself that I would do what it takes to maximize the effect and keep the focus on my wife. I will admit that I am (especially when I am denied regular orgasms) somewhat of a porn addict. Any moment to myself gives way to countless pictures and porn clips I look at on my phone or laptop. I have tried to stop cold turkey, but I've conceded that it is impossible. So I stopped looking at my Tumblr feed (sorry for those who follow me on there) and any other thing that desensitizes me from the erotic arts. I have also stopped edging myself every chance I get.
I know that I will always need to see something, so I have limited myself to watching only BBW (Big Beautiful Woman) porn about once a day. Now I have always liked full figured women, and have enjoyed the work of curvy starlets such as Samantha 38G and Bunny De La Cruz since they have bodies like my wife has. But I am making a conscious effort to seek out bigger girls like Mandy Majestic and Sofia Rose (pictured above). And I will be honest, I am really getting into these girls. My efforts have been successful in the past week, and my wife has reaped the benefits. She is so hot to me right now and I can't keep my hands off of her.
I don't know where this will lead, but the important thing is that everything feels right again.