Wednesday, March 21, 2012
About my Foot Fetish
In all of my blog posts, it is amazing to me that I never took more time to comment on one of the biggest, if not the biggest fetish I have. My foot fetish may be the central focus of all my kinks and sexual interests. I mentioned that feet played a very big role as a gateway to who I am as a kinkster, but I haven't gone into much detail. Some of you have realized that I am really into it by my writings, but I will try to explain the extent of my love for women's feet here.
I mentioned that the earliest memory of my discovery was from my hot aunt when I was a kid. I wanted to touch her feet so badly that I was risking embarrassment or even worse. But when I finally got up the courage to grab one of her soft, tan feet, it was like my breath was being sucked out of me. The exhilaration caused such a funny feeling that I had never felt and would rarely feel again, even to this day. From that point on, I had a crush on my aunt and stared at her feet every chance I got.
I think that is where it all started. I always looked at women's feet, but one day things changed forever. As I also mentioned in my introductory post, I saw an episode of Gilligan's Island. The episode is called 'Water Water Everywhere' and it is about not being able to purify their water or something like that, which isn't important. What is important is that Gilligan, while running towards the huts to tell Skipper some big news, slipped and fell right next to the shower curtain that Ginger was behind. She was taking a shower and Gilligan's face was now in the dirt, inches away from Ginger's feet. She raised a foot up and started wiping some of the dirt from her foot onto his face. I have no idea what happened the rest of the episode because I was in a trance. Just then I had an idea. What if men were treated as inferior to women and men had to show their gratitude by laying down before their feet? Women would shove their feet in the men's faces and the men would just grovel. It was such a novel idea at that time and age that I couldn't stop thinking about it. Here I was living in this mostly male dominated world, but the idea of having the tables turned was so erotic to me. I know I mentioned fantasizing about this, but the magnitude of my fantasies while daydreaming and every night when I went to bed gave me that same feeling I had when I first touched my aunt's foot. The thought would stay with me forever, but wear off over time.
So as I grew and began to have a genuine attraction to girls, my thoughts often turned to their feet. It was a bonus if I could ever see the feet of a girl whom I liked. Back then females were wearing Keds and other types of closed toe shoes rather than the flip flops you see today. And though it was rare, I still found them here and there, fueling my fetish. My main desire was to smell and kiss their feet with a closed mouth. All I wanted to do was smell their fragrance, and feel the flesh against my lips and face, but didn't think of anything more. That is, until I saw my first adult film that featured toe sucking. It opened up another door for me: the thought of the taste of a woman's foot. This fantasy began to build around age 18. Soon I would see my first domination scene where a Domme had two other women at her feet, one sucking her bare toes of a shoeless foot and the other sucking the heel of her stilleto which was still on her other foot. She also had a guy on the phone whom she dominated. At that point I needed to worship a woman's feet somehow. It would take a few years before I was presented with that opportunity. I was at a strip club and had a girl take me to a back room. Thinking she was about to give me a lap dance, she was surprised when I asked if I could just lick her feet. She obliged and I got the first taste of heaven. After a couple years and experiences later, I met my wife who thankfully liked having her feet worshipped.
When it comes to my love for both Femdom and feet, I'm not sure which proceeds the other. Do I like feet because I like being dominated by women? Or do I just like feet in general?
I will say that I have an attraction to feet that can be separate from anything power exchange related. Some men with foot fetishes see a beautiful woman and will end it because her feet are ugly. Actually, if I find a woman attractive, I don't care what her feet look like. I would enjoy worshipping her feet. But the opposite is also true for me. If an average to below average looking woman has cute feet and does something with them (nail polish, pedicures, etc.), I will become attracted to her because I appreciate beautiful feet so much. Sexy and curvy legs make me want a woman's feet too.
On the other hand, being dominated is also a strong part of my sexual interests. And what better way to show your adoration than by worshipping the lowest part of a woman's body? Think about what you are doing. You are licking the dirt and sweat from the dirtiest and sweatiest part of a female. If that does not show that you consider yourself beneath the woman, I don't know what does. A lot of guys prefer ass worship (actually that is hot) or getting fucked in the ass by a woman's strapon as their ultimate submission to a woman. But for my money, I want to assume the role of an animal that is inferior to humans, such as a dog, that takes great joy in tasting the stinky and nasty part of its owner.
My foot fetish is what defines me. I would rather worship my wife's feet than anything in the world. If I was only allowed one form of sexual contact for the rest of my life and my choices were intercourse, receive blowjobs, cunnilingus, analingus, and foot worship, I think I would probably choose foot worship. It is where I feel most comfortable and feel is my place in life.