Thursday, February 9, 2012
The Interracial Phenomenon
To me, the picture above is one of the hottest images I've seen. A hot blonde sex kitten going down on a well endowed black man drives me into a special land of erotic fantasy. Those types of images put me in the mood instantly and some of my most intense masturbation sessions have come from watching those types of interracial videos or looking at the pictures. One of my biggest fantasies is for my wife to do a porn scene with Sean Michaels or Mr. Marcus. I wouldn't even have to be there as long as I could watch the video afterwards. So there is no question about my love for interracial sex involving black men and white women. But I still don't know why.
The overwhelming majority of the cuckold porn industry centers on black men having sex with the white wife of a cuckold husband. So I am definitely not alone. But I will say that a lot of the stuff out there is what I perceive as negatively stereotypical. For example, you've got series such as 'Cum Eating Cuckolds' or 'Cuckold Sessions' which I will admit I can get off on by watching some of the interracial sex scenes. But I have to get past the parts I don't particularly enjoy. The way the wife spends most of her time berating the cuckold seems like she's not even interested in the sex. The way she almost ignores the guy she's fucking makes me feel as if the white couple just borrowed this guy because he's black and are using him for nothing more than to satisfy the white husband's fantasy. If I am watching porn, I want there to be chemistry and passion between the people fucking. Truth be told, I'd rather watch any sort of interracial scene before watching a "cuckold" interracial scene.
Some people say the reason they like IR porn is because of the contrast in skin color. Some say it is like a work of art. I can understand that angle as well. I do admit an interest in seeing contrasting personalities get together sexually. So there could possibly be, for me, a subconcious attraction to the contrast in colors between two people joining as one. But why black men and white women specifically?
When I had my Hustler mag as a teenager, there were interracial pictures involving white men with black women as well as the black man/white woman stuff. I was intrigued with both types, maybe because it was very taboo. Growing up in suburban America and being raised by the influence of baby boomers who themselves had been raised in the days of segregation, interracial relationships were considered taboo no matter if I knew in my heart that all people were created equal and should be treated as such. At any rate, both sets of images were erotic to me, but the pictures of the white women either fucking or sucking black cock did something different for me than the white male/black female pics. It was definitely not clear at that time, though, that black male/white female sex was going to evolve into a much hotter form of erotica for me later on.
Around my senior year in high school, I was dating a girl who I really liked. But as a bumbling teenager with little confidence, I never even got far enough to make out with her. Perhaps I wasn't reading the signs or just wasn't aggressive enough, but she made me feel as if it was going to take a lot more to get in her pants. So I took my time and played it safe. But gradually, she would be less and less available. She became too busy to even talk on the phone. Finally, we broke up. I found out a couple days later that she had been seeing some black guy behind my back for months. I denied that I even cared and told myself that I was better off without that tramp. But within six months, I was masturbating to the thought of them together. As years went by, I grew more and more fond of the thought of black men and white women having sex, and masturbated to it like any other of my fantasies. Then the internet came and the endless supply of IR content became a mainstay in my masturbation arsenal until my wife ultimately took ownership of my orgasms. Now I can only watch and get hornier.
If you asked me right now why I suppose I love IR porn, my initial gut reaction is that I love seeing people tear down the boundaries of taboo. But it makes me wonder if I prefer the black man/white woman version more because of my submissive kink. My theory stems from a primal pre-mating ritual about choosing partners. If I see an attractive woman, there is a chance she may find me attractive. She may think I'm strong enough and capable enough. But if I see an attractive woman and she is with a black guy, she chooses someone I cannot be. Therefore, as she chooses him, I feel less of a man than he is. And being submissive, that is a turn on.
Although I wonder if my IR fetish is based solely on a submissive tendency to eroticize the act of being left out while the woman I want chooses another man or if it is just about breaking taboos, it could easily be nothing more than the contrast of their skin. Or it could be turning a somewhat disheartening event in my past into a fetish. Or it could even be some deep seateded racial guilt I don't know about. I have no idea. But it is there just like my fetish for being cuckolded and the mysterious foot fetish that I have. Things that may never be answered.